I'm saddened to report that our IUI cycle didn't come to fruition. While this was simply not meant to be at this point of our life, I can't help but take this as a lesson in life. I went into this knowing that God has a plan for us & if it was meant to be that it would happen. My emotions have the best of me at the moment, but I truly don't think I can continue this emotional roller coaster. The devastation of four and a half years of trying has taken a toll on my soul. While I'm blessed to have Michael, the sense of mourning the fact that I may never experience pregnancy & the miracle of birth has left a little ache in my heart.
With this being said, I need to focus on the positive things that I have in my life. I have an amazing husband, son, four legged furry children, family, career, friends, and a warm place that I call home. It's important for me to remember that it could be worse!
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