Yesterday was Michael's first day at daycare and let me tell you it was NOT easy on me! Adam asked his captain if he could leave work briefly to meet me at M's daycare for the drop off. I'm so grateful that Adam was by my side as it made it a little easier. I started to cry once we arrived in the parking lot, once we proceeded in the daycare, and once we left. To make matters worse I started to cry even more once I arrive to work. As I was walking up the cement stairs to enter the hospital I lost my footing and tripped going up the stairs (this seems to be a semi normal occurrence for me as I never fall going down, only up). Thank God that I was smart enough to wear water proof mascara! All of my female co-workers understood my emotions as they had once been there. I finally stopped crying a couple of hours after being at work.
When I walked into the daycare infant room I spotted Michael laying on an activity mat gazing at the dangling colorful toys. Once I was close to him I said, "Buggy (yet another nickname), mommy's here" which made him turn his head towards me, smile, and start babbling in baby lingo. I started to cry (yet again) as this melted my heart! My little man has me wrapped around his little finger, there truly isn't anything that I wouldn't do for him. I have never felt so whole and complete in life until I became a mommy. The love that I feel for him is indescribable.
I took a few cute photos of Michael over the weekend but have yet to upload them onto my computer. I'll try to do so in the next couple of days~
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